What happened to me over Christmas
To share, or not to share?
As I told you in my last post, over Christmas something big happened.
I have toyed with telling this story for a while now, but being reluctant to be open about this, I know, comes from a place of fear. But another part in me knows for a fact that I have to share my experience with you, and this comes from a place of love.
Because what happened to me was extraordinary and it changed me in quite profound ways. My outlook has now shifted. And it will change the way that I work.
I know that what I’m about to share may be a little out there for some of you, and that’s okay. This is not for everyone. I won’t be offended if you choose not to continue along the same path as me – but of course I would be delighted to keep you on board for what is proving to be a fundamentally transformational journey!
6:00am I stir early. I’m half asleep still but I sense an incredible light, one that I can see with my eyes closed. It’s as though I feel this love embracing me. It is overwhelming. I feel sucked into the Universe.
And suddenly I am fully present, and I see. I see how we struggle in our 3-dimensional world. How we struggle and try to find our place. How we value our opinions but how those opinions divide us. I see duality. Black and white. Us and them. And the division is growing, resulting in all the turmoil we see today in this world.
I see clearly how our experiences and the thoughts we have about them create our reality. A reality that is not truth, because from the perspective of our opponent their vision is also truth. We just believe our opinions to be an ultimate truth, and we defend our truth, sometimes fiercely. And I see how all of that creates an ever more vicious circle of duality.
But I also understand deeply that beyond our thoughts and our conditioning, we are all perfect.
I also feel this overwhelming unconditional love, this connection to something bigger, the Universal Mind, The Light, God if you like, The Creating Force. I feel connected, in communion with this loving light. And I see my mission clearly: bringing light by being light.
So, what does this mean?
It doesn’t make me religious, a missionary, a preacher. Not at all. That would add to the opinions. This is just my experience. And it has changed me. It has determined who I AM.
And all I have to do is BE. Be love, be light, be compassion. Be aware of my thoughts and my consequent actions. Just be, from this newly attained level of consciousness.
Of course, this new being will result in different behaviour. When you act from love, the outcome is very different then when you act from fear.
And therefore, it changes my way of working: I will challenge you even more to lead from love, from light, from a higher consciousness. I will challenge your thinking. I will be able to bring you to a higher consciousness with more ease and grace, to ground you there, to give you new perspectives. To increase your impact. To really become a conscious leader.
If you read this post to the end and have decided to stay then I am happy! I am so looking forward to working with you, to serve you, to guide you and to include you in my Tribe of Conscious Leaders.
Whenever you are ready.